Aches

I tried getting back to you as soon as I reach home, What I got was cold answers.

I tried to be warm, what I got is to be asked to go away....

Does small mistakes that hurt makes me deserve bigger hurts, you wanting to hurt me back..?

Thanks...

Thanks for everything. Thanks for a birthday cake once again. Thanks for the time. Thanks for everything. Really, everything. I apologize for the tears and moody mood.

THANKS......

Yep, It will all soon be memories. All too soon..

Swimming pool again! yehhhh~~

Whoops. I went swimming quite frequent recently. Love it.

I had a great time and I would like to express it here. I've never had such great times with my friends, even with my high school friends. This place had definitely carved a wonderful memory in me. Carved real deep inside.

I really really appreciate it. I'll be losing all of them real soon. 25th. and it's already the 19th now. We might not meet again.... How fast. I really don't want to let go if I really could, but I believe that if God wants us to meet again, we will. We definitely will. Oh, I wonder if I could ever meet such a good and caring friend again in my life. Thus, they will definitely always stay in my memory. Ta...

Directions.....

The nearer the date gets, the more you want to spend time together. It just leaves you in agony knowing that the more time we spend together, the more heavy hearted I'll get. You want to get together as often as possible so much that you didn't think of how you'll feel in the end. This is just so pathetic, suffering. All of us will turn in different bend of road, leaving one by one towards a brand new road we're about to travel. But this is life. God made it such. God always have a purpose. Trust in Him, will I?

From the Bible

I read Luke 6 27-38. I love it... I was facing problems like that and it really opens my eyes.

He said, 30 'Give what you have to anyone who asks you for it: and when things are taken away from you, don't try to get them back. Do for others as you would like them to do for you.'

28 Pray for the happiness of those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you. 29 If someone slaps you on one cheek, turn the other cheek. If someone demands your coat, offer your shirt also.

Sometimes, it is just so hard for me to do what God wants me to do. I just felt like I don't have the strength. How I wished I could really really follow and please Him.

I want and I really want. There's nothing I can change.. It's just fate, and if there's really a chance, I doubt if fate would again bring it back to me.

Lord I felt so awful right now...

I felt so awful. There's so many things buried deep down in my heart. There are so many things which I want to change Lord, so many.

How I wished. I wished You would let me learn to put all my trust on You Lord..There are so many things which I doubt.

I am afraid, I appreciate at the same time, and I don't want to have it because I don't want to lose it.....