It's done

I did not just break the glass....I shattered it..I shattered it...

guidance here....

I'm going to do something which will be hurting to someone today. I'm not sure whether I should do it O Lord. I'm not sure... I've never done this before and Lord, I hope that You will guide me in my words Lord, I pray that you will give me wisdom of the right thing which should be said and done. I hope I'm doing the right thing because in the end Lord, I don't want anything more than a weird relationship between us. I'm still not sure whether I should be doing this O Lord. Be with me, guide me through. I really hope that I won't say anything hurting. I hope that he won't feel bad or be sad Lord, because his finals are just around the corner. I'm not so sure if I'll be affecting his studies and results Lord, and I hope I won't because I don't want to be the thorn anymore, Lord. Not anymore..... I wish he'll be able to study much better and well after that Lord. I'm nervous. I'm afraid. I want to get away with that, but I don't think I can...

I broke my own glass. Instead of letting others shatter it, why not do it yourself..

or...did I just broke someone's glass? Maybe it's not mine anyway....

Time flies

Not to be forgotten, we still have Prisca!! =]

Awww...Look at every single one of them, laughing so happily.

It's 4 days away from my trials. Time passes by so quickly huh? I've not realized that I've only approximately 7 more weeks left after my trials! 7 more weeks, 7 more mondays. Only 7 more mondays. It's really short.

I'll be leaving soon and I already felt heavy hearted right now. I'll miss everyone so much that words can't explain the emptiness which will engulf me later on. There's no doubt that I'll cry; I know I will.

Those whom I'll miss the most are my housemates! I've been spending the whole year with all of them! Can you imagine, when you were 5, you have a newborn sister. After a year, though she was only a year old, you know how much you actually love her. Take another example. You were born and you have an elder sister whose age was 2. When you were 1, you don't really know what was happening and crying was the only thing you knew. You do cry when she leaves. It's the same thing here, but what I'm dealing with is a bunch of people like me; who knows what's happening all around and matured enough to think of what's happening.

I'll miss you guys so much that I'll cry my eyes out when I leave.

I'm missing all of you already....

Freaking bored

Ugh....I'm back into my hostel in Subang. No one's here, well except for Droovi. It's real boring here. Where's everyone. I hate holidays. =( I've got to get back to study and I'm feeling really lazy right now. Besides getting so bored that I'm blogging here, I'm feeling depressed. Where's my math solution book?!!! I'll need to repay the library for losing it. Really stressful to lose a book. Didn't know how it felt before this. Me? Being a librarian lost a library's book now?!!!! ugh...come on.

Well, it's not like I'm too lazy or what, I just don't feel like doing anything right now. I just don't have the mood. Can someone help me with this?

I'm confused. IMU or Monash. What should I do? Where should I go? By the way, I've decided to take up medicine. =] I hope I can manage it. Guys, do pray for my success yeah!