Time flies

Not to be forgotten, we still have Prisca!! =]

Awww...Look at every single one of them, laughing so happily.

It's 4 days away from my trials. Time passes by so quickly huh? I've not realized that I've only approximately 7 more weeks left after my trials! 7 more weeks, 7 more mondays. Only 7 more mondays. It's really short.

I'll be leaving soon and I already felt heavy hearted right now. I'll miss everyone so much that words can't explain the emptiness which will engulf me later on. There's no doubt that I'll cry; I know I will.

Those whom I'll miss the most are my housemates! I've been spending the whole year with all of them! Can you imagine, when you were 5, you have a newborn sister. After a year, though she was only a year old, you know how much you actually love her. Take another example. You were born and you have an elder sister whose age was 2. When you were 1, you don't really know what was happening and crying was the only thing you knew. You do cry when she leaves. It's the same thing here, but what I'm dealing with is a bunch of people like me; who knows what's happening all around and matured enough to think of what's happening.

I'll miss you guys so much that I'll cry my eyes out when I leave.

I'm missing all of you already....

Freaking bored

Ugh....I'm back into my hostel in Subang. No one's here, well except for Droovi. It's real boring here. Where's everyone. I hate holidays. =( I've got to get back to study and I'm feeling really lazy right now. Besides getting so bored that I'm blogging here, I'm feeling depressed. Where's my math solution book?!!! I'll need to repay the library for losing it. Really stressful to lose a book. Didn't know how it felt before this. Me? Being a librarian lost a library's book now?!!!! ugh...come on.

Well, it's not like I'm too lazy or what, I just don't feel like doing anything right now. I just don't have the mood. Can someone help me with this?

I'm confused. IMU or Monash. What should I do? Where should I go? By the way, I've decided to take up medicine. =] I hope I can manage it. Guys, do pray for my success yeah!

The most important day in my life

Today's the 31st of August and I've promised myself that I'll finalize my decision on what course I'll be taking by this month. Well, of course this is the decision which will affect the rest of my life. I've planned to take up medicine in IMU. Hopefully I'll be able to get into that university and if I can't, I seriously don't know what I should take up anymore. I'm really tired of having to decide what I want to do. Of course I'm stressed out. Millions of questions kept flowing in and out of my mind unanswered. What if I'm not able to get into IMU? What if my results aren't good enough to get me into that course? Will I be able to pass those examinations awaiting me when I'm in that course? Am I actually capable of taking up the responsibilities and duties which I have to carry on my shoulders in the future? and etc...

I really hope that this is the best decision for me. God, please lead me. Lead me through because that is what I want to do right now. I hope everything goes smooth..Most importantly, guide me through.

zombie-like

Oh crap. I woke up this morning and guess what. I HAD A HEADACHE AND IT FELT AS IF MY HEAD WAS GOING TO BURST! lol. I was just exaggerating, but I did have a headache. My brain was so heavy when I woke and I don't feel like waking up at all. However, I did. What to do.. I have to wake up anyway...

When I woke up, I looked into the mirror and... I was like WHAT! DID I JUST SEE A ZOMBIE IN THE MIRROR!!! MY EYES!!!

By the way, I slept at 10.30 the day before and I had no idea why my eyes are still so swollen. I had no IDEA AT ALL! Bad day with runny nose and zombie-look....

Here I am, again

Well, it's like I've not been in contact with my blog for years! I would just like to express everything here. Guess only a few will be visiting my page, but who cares.

I just want to thank God that I've successfully made a decision on what I want to do in the future. Medicine. I'm not sure whether it is the best choice for me, but there's no harm trying? I'm sure that my parents will be really proud of me if I'm able to do it. I did hesitate at first. Ugh...What am I doing, getting back to the same old point.

I'm afraid I'll give up. I don't want to if possible.

Trials is just around the corner, and I don't want to waste it just like that. I'll be striving to get good grades. I'll try my best. No more disappointments. Yes, disappoint no more.

There's one thing which I'm afraid of letting go. Medicine might not lead me to what I hope will happen, what I wish would happen. The chance will just slip out of my hand anyway.... Why on earth do I make that decision anyway......Well, there's no doubt that we might meet again in the future, but people do change ; How I wished we don't. But in the reality, we do. Just that what we get in the end will not be as good as the ones we have right now.. I believe that once the string is cut and tied on different places, you can never ever get them back together again.....

HIIIAAAAAAK~!!!!!!!

Cool. Here I am, back here blogging after 2 months. hahaha.

It has been kinda fun being in Taylors. MMm Mmm. Thanks to all my friends here which made my day! To all my friends in Ipoh, don't worry! I still miss you guys lots! =DDDD
There are always assignments and test to do, but doing it is sometimes quite fun.
ahhhhh... Seriously, I have nothing else to write about..! Stop here then! I'll blog again when I'm free! =D

Come on!

Yeah! 2 more papers to go and one more week to Australia! I'm just too excited. Can't wait for everything which is waiting for me there. Australia!!! Here I come!!!! in 1 more week's time. ==
I'll be having my Physics paper tomorrow. I'm just so not ready. Just hope that everything goes well. ciaoooo.