Directions.....

The nearer the date gets, the more you want to spend time together. It just leaves you in agony knowing that the more time we spend together, the more heavy hearted I'll get. You want to get together as often as possible so much that you didn't think of how you'll feel in the end. This is just so pathetic, suffering. All of us will turn in different bend of road, leaving one by one towards a brand new road we're about to travel. But this is life. God made it such. God always have a purpose. Trust in Him, will I?

From the Bible

I read Luke 6 27-38. I love it... I was facing problems like that and it really opens my eyes.

He said, 30 'Give what you have to anyone who asks you for it: and when things are taken away from you, don't try to get them back. Do for others as you would like them to do for you.'

28 Pray for the happiness of those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you. 29 If someone slaps you on one cheek, turn the other cheek. If someone demands your coat, offer your shirt also.

Sometimes, it is just so hard for me to do what God wants me to do. I just felt like I don't have the strength. How I wished I could really really follow and please Him.

I want and I really want. There's nothing I can change.. It's just fate, and if there's really a chance, I doubt if fate would again bring it back to me.

Lord I felt so awful right now...

I felt so awful. There's so many things buried deep down in my heart. There are so many things which I want to change Lord, so many.

How I wished. I wished You would let me learn to put all my trust on You Lord..There are so many things which I doubt.

I am afraid, I appreciate at the same time, and I don't want to have it because I don't want to lose it.....

Mamak time....

FUh....after a tiring day of studying, here we go 'mamak-ing' again. yeah~~

It was a stress-release thing to do. Food and laughters...... I might not be able to hear the same one again.... I'll miss it so much. =[

Finals is just 3 more days away. Time flies. That's what I always say, but I still want to say it because it somehow makes so much sense to me.

Inspired......

I just came back from college today. It was really a tiring day, well having to study for like, the whole day? But, I did come back for a break, and that 'break' was actually too long.

Then I suddenly have the urge to read 'someone's ' blog. I clicked.

Well then, I realized. It's been quite some time since I really focus on God. Why?

I was quite inspired by what she wrote. I was so busy nowadays that I almost forgot that God is always there. I really loved hanging out with my housemates and friends recently. Went out for supper and talked. I really do appreciate those. Really. I love all of them, and I forgot about God. How could I?

I really do want to try to get back to Him.

I was quite worried about what I should do recently. Bothered over some problems of education, but now i realized, I should not worry. For God said, why worry now? let tomorrow have it's own worries. I should believe. Like how God had guided me to this house here, giving me all these awesome human beings whom I can share my thoughts with. It was definitely a perfect plan. I believe He has greater plans for me. I know He has. I know deep in my heart......

Finals is just a few days away.... awwww. stressed! But those people that God gave just takes my stress away at the end of the day.....=]

Swimming pool

Well, got to say I had fun today. Not very fun, but well, fun. =]

I went swimming in My Place's pool today. I was surprised myself. I used to think that the water there is super dirty. It wasn't. It just got cleaned today. Lucky.=]

Well, I did not exactly swam. haha, but I had fun just walking round here and there soaking wet and splashing water. It was rather boring I had to say because there were only guys. Well, please don't think that it was rather inappropriate and indecent of me. I was sort of forced to. I did not intend to get wet to my pants. Thanks to William. ==! Cyndi was there too but too bad she couldn't join. She went back at 11pm. By the way, we went swimming at 10.30!!!! Oh crap. This was my first time doing this, swimming in a pool at night. Swimming with the guys was rather fun. I know what you'll think. So not decent of me, but I had to say that I thought so too. However, all of the friends there were, well, they're decent. haha. What else can I say. It wasn't really that improper anyway.

Anyway, we splashed and we soaked. I went back earlier because it was rather boring for me being the only girl there. Excuse me, what else can I do except to walk in the water following the same boring path... So, I went back home without my towel. ==! I had to say that I was freaking cold when I was walking back that dark lane; soaking wet, cold wind. Hopefully I would not get sick. I had fun. =]

Barbeque

Yeah, yeah...Imitating me eating watermelon...==
The two in the spotlights of the night!


Haha...love this picture. Wil's extraordinary smelly feet!
The two sweetie pies! hahha
This picture reminds me of HAPPINESS!
UUUUh....barbequeing
In the spotlight
The food

In the spotlight

Yeah! We had barbeque on the 9th of October! It was a Saturday night. By the way, I had the greatest time in Subang. It was to celebrate CK's and Cyndi's birthday. They had a surprise anyway, especially Cyndi. When we brought out the cake, she was still a bit blur because she thought it was only to celebrate CK's birthday. She sang along and ha! till she heard her name sang out as well.

Participants: me, Cyndi, Chien Keong, William, Kherr Siong, Lawrence, Weizry, John, Khar Ming and Jason. Here are some photos. Thanks to all of them for making it a memorable moment. It was indeed a really cool experience for me...=]

By the way, we had crazy times spreading the cakes all over our faces. Crazy peeps.

Special thanks to William actually. He made me realize how important it is to spend more time with all of them together in this last one month. Can't believe it actually. There's only one month left!! I knew then that what he said was actually true. All of us might not be able to meet again in the future. It's great to spend more time with all these great people whom I think we'll only meet once in a lifetime. It's great to know that we actually meet them before and they exist in our memory. It's great anyway, real great...=]

I dare to say out loud that I've learnt a lot in this one year. Less than one year actually. =] Despite improving academically, I too improved in terms of humanity. My housemates were those special ones whom I would like to dedicate my thanks to. They were all great and I've learnt most from them, all of them. We shared and most importantly, we cared! There were times where we talked till the middle of the night and it was either I can't wake up or my eyes got worse the next day. They helped and advice in times as well. They really made my day.